Waiting for this new perspective,
that these hands are better off empty.

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(KONOMI)
Sunday, May 31, 2009 3:40 AM



I was like, fourteen at that time? LOL. I look so budak. And my sister looks like a creep smiling like that. It's almost four and I'm feeling so fatigued. I'm still having lack of sleep since I woke up early today. I just had a trim on my fringe and I think I'm going to regret it now. I'll be busy today with a bake fest. And then Monday's my MT 'O' level papers. Please wish me luck, I really want to like.. Achieve something for my malay language. He he he.

KONOMI crispy seaweed, yumm.

(WAY BACK IN LOVE)
Thursday, May 28, 2009 4:07 PM


Uhh, I found these old pictures in a classmate's phone and I think it was sweet that finally, I was in it. Ha ha ha ha. Well, you see.. My classmates and I, we don't really click.

We were like, in secondary three? I'm definitely the shortest one in class with a bad hair-did. Sue was just covering up hers' with extensions. Lol. This was before Dayah even planned to have a baby. Ha ha ha ha. Oh, and Syafiq and Eddy were still with us. Mr Lim was the best form teacher I've ever had because I was often caught for smelling of cigarettes and even was found red-handed of the possession. Lol. Sweet, sweet memories.


And this was in secondary four I think because Syafiq and Eddy had already quit school. I don't even remember who the teacher was actually. Dayah was out already since err, she already planned to keep her baby. Lol. And most of all, I miss Kimberly most. Ha ha ha, again, memories.

Then now, the numbers are closing in and our class strength is only twenty-five. Pathetic, actually. Well, for those whose going to make it for O' levels, you guys better grow up and buck up. Or else.. Lol. Art schools or ITE. Ha ha ha ha.

(NO BROKEN HEARTED GIRL HERE)
Monday, May 25, 2009 2:56 PM


You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day


Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe.
:)

(LOLROFLLMFAOAFKTTYLTTYN)
Friday, May 22, 2009 12:00 AM



Firstly, I'd like to congratulate myself.

*does a secret handshake on myself*

We're like fuckinggggggg progressing. Mhmm, mhmm. We're five months old. Jeng, jeng, jeng. Well I hope I can just break my own record.

Happy monthsary baby, wherever you are! I'll get an MC then we go jolly berpesta, ya? I want to play chopsticks again!